The feeling of missing someone is so terrible..gosh y am i feeling this way??? Darling came back home yesterday which im very happy...i welcome him back with joy...well kinda silly right??But i just cant help it..reservist reservist keep popping in my mind..can he dont go?he asked me what if next time he is posted to other country?my ans is no...i dont want..i think i will go crazy...i cant live without him...i will be crazy......in fact i cried the night before he went for reservist..he said i am silly..well i just cant part with him..sigh..i hope tonight he can come home too..i want him by my side..