each day pass so fast.. ah gong still in the hospital.. i still remember the first day he admitted to hospital..he was still alright.. he said that he's fine..and then tell me to inform vincent not to come since he got class at night...

up till today.. he's still at the hospital.. the way he react is different from the first day.. test after test.. his body gets weaker.. sometimes he's well..sometimes he's not well. i feel very sad...i am really very sad...i dont want him to suffer...i dont want him to be like this..i want him to get well..i felt so useless...i cant do anything to help him...

each time i talk to him...i feel like crying....i cant help it...yet i cant let him see it...

God...can you bless my ah gong...please let him recover soon....please!